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I know what is happening. I am going to go find Desdemona, I have to sort this out and make it right.Wish me luck, I might need it!

You Really Don't Know

To Desdemona. Even though she can't see this blog or any of these posts I still want to dedicate this video to her. t's what I am feeling right now, completely.

Behind Closed Doors

Today I was in Desdemona's bedroom helping her get ready for bed, on Othello's orders. She told me a story of a maid called Barbara who was betrayed by her love. He was mad. So she died singing a song called Willow. It was a truly heart breaking story. And while I was still helping Desdemona, she started singing the song of Willow. In that moment I felt such agony for her. Right after that she asked me if there are such women who deceive their husbands, cheat on them or sleep around. She seemed so appalled at the thought of a women committing this act.

I told her that I had no doubt, I would do this if it meant I could give the whole world to me husband.

"The world's a huge thing, it is a great price. For a small vice." I told her. She didn't believe me, but I never expected her to understand. She's so young.

She said "I do not think there is any such woman."

I told her otherwise, that yes there is a dozen or more women that would do this deed. But it is their husbands faults is they fall. Men may strike us, or restrain us, and we have the right for revenge. But in truth we are both equal, and their mistakes teach us what mistakes we make.

And with that I left her.

Do You Dare?

The audacity of some people!!!! And by some people I obviously mean Othello. He blatantly called Desdemona a whore, and tried to get guilty feelings (for something she didn't do) out of her by using me. Poor Desdemona is so traumatized by all of this, she has never had Othello act this way to her before. Come to think of it he has never acted this way as far as I know. He's purely, and simply crazy! Just insane, maybe even being made to act this way. I mean why else would he have acted this way? His jealousy turned into a vile rage. He's under some influence, I know it!

My husband told Desdemona that Othello is just upset over some problems with affairs of his state. Yeah right! That doesn't give him the right to flat out call her a whore, where do those two things even connect? Iago is just defending Othello, I bet he knows the real reason Othello's acting like a wing-nut.

I'm fuming right now, my hatred is bubbling up from the pit of my stomach........ I will figure this out, trust me I will. Something's got to slip eventually, and when it does I'll be there.

Jealousy The Giant

Othello is really rubbing me the wrong way lately. Where does he have the nerve to be so jealous and get so mad at Desdemona, she hasn't done anything! I can't just stand around here and let all this happen, but I have no right to do anything but comfort Desdemona. Who would have thought my job would be so hard and frustrating. I never would have thought any of this would have happened in a million years....

I mean Othello is just going crazy, yelling at her, being a total jerk.

This might as well be Othello right now, not pleasant to be around you could imagine!
What would you do in my situation?

In The Wrong

Othello is making me so mad lately. All he ever does is get angry at Desdemona for any little thing she does. What's his problem? I just have to sit here and let it all happen.

Like earlier today Othello sad he had a headache, so Desdemona offered him a handkerchief to bind his head with. It wasn't any old handkerchief though, it was given to Desdemona by Othello, and it was given to Othello from his dying mother! It means so much to her, and he just threw it on the ground! And what does she do? Yeah that's right, she just takes it. It's like it never happened in the first place.

But on the other side of this event, Iago wanted me to get this handkerchief. She once it fell to the ground, naturally I picked it up and brought it to Iago. I still don't know why he wanted it so badly. All of these things happening, it's just so confusing. Othello's not himself, Desdemona is taking the abuse, and Iago is being creepier than normal.

I don't want Desdemona to get hurt but I don't have the right to say anything to Othello, and I don't want to anger or displease my husband.

So, Cassio......

Today I told Cassio that Desdemona was pleading his case to Othello. 

Let me fill all of you in who don't know, Cassio was fired by Othello because he was drunk and he wounded Montano: Othello's predecessor in the Government of Cyprus. Cassio was Othello's second in command. Othello is Desdemona husband, general of the armies of Venice, and he is a well respected man. Yet he is a Moor, not that I take issue with this, he is very kind to Desdemona and all of his men in command. But he is still a general, he has decisions to make. 

Desdemona isn't having it, she can't believe that Cassio would do such a thing. He was drunk after all. Since Desdemona is my lady I am relaying messages. But the problem is, once I told Cassio this he still wanted to talk to Desdemona. I am in no position to refuse, so I invited him in. 

I really hope this all works out, things haven't been the best between Desdemona, Cassio, and Othello lately.